In the high desert of New Mexico, a group of gay and bisexual men came together under a shared vision of connection and sexual exploration while navigating a global pandemic that has deprived many men of touch. This retreat was facilitated by tantric sex coach Brad Amberheart.

American Heroes is about assumptions of male power: where it lies, who has it, and how it is acquired. From the beginning of a boy’s life, he is told to “man up,” “be a real man,” “be masculine,” and many other harmful instructions that ultimately lead him away from his own heart. American Heroes is an invitation to dismantle our shared ideas about men and to see them as complex beings that exert not only strength, but a spectrum of traits - beauty, nurturance, sensuality, gentleness, and love - traits that only a real man could possess.

No matter where we have originated on the planet, life in a human body demands a dual process of understanding and accepting paradox: the unifying spiritual task of embodying a divided world. Each of us contains within us a continuum of truth - dividing ourselves into good and evil, light and dark, virtuous and violent, holy and profane, gore and gold. To embrace paradox is to resist taking sides within our fragmented experiences but to rest in the tension of opposites.

Filmed in North Carolina, the goal of our transmuting taboo series is to allude, via the canvas of cinema, the proximity every human being has to be welcomed, understood, connected to, and remembered by spirits beyond and people present as familial influences in magnetism, character and metabolized healing. To honor our past partners erotically, platonically, imaginatively, and spiritually.

Featuring Diego Sans, Cade Maddox, Logan Cross and Dalton Briggs, this Himeros.tv project was filmed in the forests of Big Bear, California. The concepts were created by sexologist Dr. Jallen Rix to reflect workshops and themes that are explored through his work including prostate stimulation, edging and self-love. The often-wooded vibes of this collection are an invitation to connect our sexuality to nature and the world around us.

Welcome to our tribe. To become a full member of this brotherhood, we invite you on a quest of initiation. This quest will require your openness and vulnerability. You will be required to display your ecstasy and pleasure loudly, and with intensity. Through this journey and your experience of sex, you will become open to a new possibility of who you are. The Brotherhood collection was produced in collaboration with Tantra4GayMen.com.

As much as we all love traditional porn, the bodies portrayed often exclude most of us. But the reality is, pleasure isn't just for guys who are endowed, young and muscular; pleasure is our birthright. And so as much as we enjoy following our favorite porn stars, it's also nice to see reflections of ourselves in gay erotic content. Our Easton Mountain Retreat was facilitated by Brad Amberheart and features gay and bisexual men of many ages, shapes, sizes and backgrounds engaged in ecstatic fun. It's a celebration of the full spectrum of sexiness is that is our community.