American Heroes is about assumptions of male power: where it lies, who has it, and how it is acquired. From the beginning of a boy’s life, he is told to “man up,” “be a real man,” “be masculine,” and many other harmful instructions that ultimately lead him away from his own heart. American Heroes is an invitation to dismantle our shared ideas about men and to see them as complex beings that exert not only strength, but a spectrum of traits - beauty, nurturance, sensuality, gentleness, and love - traits that only a real man could possess.

As gay men, we may have been dismembered, but we are not broken. We journey through progressive stages of our lives, and we reclaim lost aspects of ourselves. In so doing, we become the gods that we have idealized, and we plunge into the archetypal currents of a human experience that have been moving us since the beginning. Series written by sex and intimacy coach Finn Deerhart.

Welcome to our tribe. To become a full member of this brotherhood, we invite you on a quest of initiation. This quest will require your openness and vulnerability. You will be required to display your ecstasy and pleasure loudly, and with intensity. Through this journey and your experience of sex, you will become open to a new possibility of who you are. The Brotherhood collection was produced in collaboration with Tantra4GayMen.com.

If Wishes Were Horses is an erotic film series derived from Himeros.tv audience participation that uncovers how individuals today can begin to positively influence gay culture with respect to body shame (size/type/ablism), masculinity and femininity (toxic standards that separate these sides of the spectrum), wounds that have been turned outward on others (lateral discrimination), and expanding the definitions of sex to be more inclusive. Surveyed participants responded with what they wished they had known or experienced, looking back on their erotic journeys.

No matter where we have originated on the planet, life in a human body demands a dual process of understanding and accepting paradox: the unifying spiritual task of embodying a divided world. Each of us contains within us a continuum of truth - dividing ourselves into good and evil, light and dark, virtuous and violent, holy and profane, gore and gold. To embrace paradox is to resist taking sides within our fragmented experiences but to rest in the tension of opposites.

Created in collaboration with Coach Nic, this series reclaims sacred imagery and heals the religious wounds and trauma that gay and bisexual men have experienced around sex and sexuality. With videos inspired by the sacraments and popular bible stories, these videos are a celebration our our bodies, our souls and our pleasure.