This series, written by coach Matthew Shur, is about the tension between performance and authenticity. We explore how we can play around with, tow the line between, and subvert the dynamics altogether of performance and pleasure in front of the camera.

For this shoot, sex coach Finn Deerhart selected the theme of "Seventh Circle" in reference to Dante's Inferno. This shoot is an exploration of dark power as a motivator in the gay psyche. We examine sex that is tinted with desires to sadistically consume, control, manipulate and torture. The theme invokes a question: Does owning our darkness make it possible to ascend? Does looking into the darkness of our hearts allow triumph over the evils of denial?

Himeros.tv held an OnlyFans Creator Camp wherein popular OnlyFans models gathered to share ideas, learn about intimacy and connection from Himeros.tv's tantric sex coaches and acquire filmmaking knowledge from experienced directors and cinematographers. Instead of viewing OnlyFans as competition, Himeros.tv holds that OnlyFans is a great opportunity to turn more men on to the type of authentic connections and creative filmmaking that has become a hallmark of Himeros.tv. In each scene from this project, we committed to using the same tools as OnlyFans creators; as such, this entire collection is filmed on iPhones.

This series explores weird gay sex in collaboration with Jason Tantra of Tantra4GayMen. It looks at various topics of things we have not seen or experienced before. Its aim is to open the possibilities for the viewers in their own erotic play and their own sex lives. Weirdness is good. When we try things we have not done before we get more experience, we open our horizons and we explore more of who we might be.

Written by Matthew Shur, this collection brings together the sexy, raunchy, erotic and spiritual sides of life. This series also bridges the elements of gay tantra with the ability to talk about consent clearly, kindly and effectively. Each scene corresponds to a different color to bring in a new flavor of erotica.

If Wishes Were Horses is an erotic film series derived from Himeros.tv audience participation that uncovers how individuals today can begin to positively influence gay culture with respect to body shame (size/type/ablism), masculinity and femininity (toxic standards that separate these sides of the spectrum), wounds that have been turned outward on others (lateral discrimination), and expanding the definitions of sex to be more inclusive. Surveyed participants responded with what they wished they had known or experienced, looking back on their erotic journeys.

As gay men, we may have been dismembered, but we are not broken. We journey through progressive stages of our lives, and we reclaim lost aspects of ourselves. In so doing, we become the gods that we have idealized, and we plunge into the archetypal currents of a human experience that have been moving us since the beginning. Series written by sex and intimacy coach Finn Deerhart.