Fuck My Gay Demon Back Into Me
Added: May 11, 2026 | Runtime: 18:01 | 8,410 views
A great number of gay and queer men have been victims of spiritual abuse and collective spiritual trauma. As children, we have been severed from our senses of embodied spirituality and shamed into pieces that we struggle to assimilate as adults. Many have been subjected to religious rituals in which the demon of homosexuality has been theatrically cast out of them. These and many other traumas have been internalized in ways that permeate every aspect of who we are. To fully own our sexuality in an embodied way, we must be willing to touch the pain and reclaim what is rightfully ours.
Video concept by Finn Deerhart: http://www.finndeerhart.com.
Recent Comments:
SmoothGayBottom
05/11/2026
I absolutely love that all of these videos I've watched at Himeros are bareback. It adds a layer of intimacy that is highly erotic. As an exclusive Bottom, I would just like to see videos where the Top cums inside his Bottom and then we see his cum slowly ooze out over the Bottom's beautiful taint and balls. I know I love it when my Top cums inside me!!!
UKGayBobM
05/11/2026
Oh my, I’d like to have been here! Big hugs BobM in 🇬🇧
jonathanscircle
05/26/2026
It seems to me that in recent years Himeros has made fewer videos that have an element of ritual or education/demonstration. I think Finn Deerheart is spot-on about the need to reclaim lost parts of ourselves, damages done through manipulation and theatre masquerading as spiritual acts. This was a very good demonstration of a ritual of liberation. When I'm viewing (or experiencing) unrestrained sex in such a setting, every touch, every action, every moan takes on a depth that few porn films ever approach with their arc of kiss-suck-fuck-cum that grows boring and banal. For sex to be joyful, fun, expansive, and energizing all at once, there's no way around involving the whole person. Videos like this land as "real" because , I think, we yearn for more than entertainment. And on some level we crave to be whole, where the demon and the god can play together, the fire and the water can dance.
