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Evil Impulse

Added: December 6, 2021 | Runtime: 13:36 | 25,380 views

Two men are enjoying a romantic dinner and, unexpectedly, it takes a delightful turn into the darker passions of cruelty and the joy of administering pain to one who will accept it. This demonstrates an explicit negotiation of consent: container, ritual, practice.

From the lofty towers of our highly polished personas, it is seldom easy to admit to one’s desire to hurt another; to rule over our comrades. Of course it is difficult; we are survivors of a war-game that has been played since our births. We have had little choice but to fight back against the wills of our gods, fathers, bullies on playgrounds, and authorities who might have extinguished our boyish vulnerabilities had we not buried them deeply within the walls of our psyches. We do our best to present a wholesome, likable chap on the outside; however, to be sure, a war has taken place, and we have likely hidden the resultant fractures from even our own conscious selves.

In the corners of our unsocialized minds, each of us harbors a selective crew of little monsters. Though we may never admit it outright, we commonly expose our demons in surprising ways: we may secretly delight in the failure of another; we may call a friend to discuss our terrible dislike of an acquaintance; we hurl insults at drivers who impede our tyranny of the road; we likely shame others for behaviors or traits that appear perilously close to the very sensitivities within us from which we hide. Each of us shelters a relentless inner critic, a merciless sadist who would like nothing more than to extinguish our best efforts to thrive in the face of our collective suffering.

It can be a powerful maneuver to integrate this feature of brutal animalism into a conscious experience of one’s self. After all, if the monsters are there, why not invite them over for a bit of tea and a nice mutual fuck? It can be liberating, not only sexually, but ultimately, spiritually, because in so doing, one ceases to construct himself against a primordial truth of his existence. He is both tooth-and-nail and unabashedly godly. The reward for this game can be the union of opposites, the collapse of wrong and right.

Video concept by Finn Deerhart: http://www.finndeerhart.com

Filmed by Ed.

Recent Comments:
Pls more of this. Love it when you put spanking or chastity in to ordinally day life's themes
I have to admit this was a difficult one to watch. Maybe that says something about me, or maybe it says something about the boundaries I have set for myself, and maybe they are connected. Long story short I would not allow myself to be put in a position where i was degraded, the way Clark degraded Alex, nor do I see the value in it. I have always used power dynamics in sex to bring pleasure not humiliation. For me I think there are healthier ways of dealing with the pain of the lived gay experience, then at the expense of one of my sexual partners basic dignity. Maybe I am missing the the concept so feel free to correct me on Friday. Looking forward to the discussion.
Usually, I love the videos, but this one was dreadful. It was degrading to see these two young guys acting out some sort of drama. This seems not to be in the genre you usually portray.
I had to stop watching. For me there was no pleasure here; only pain. Once the sex started, it didn't feel consensual. I'm sure for some, this was a home run. I'm with Billyb on this one. Thank you for all the magnificent work you do. This one just missed the mark for me.
I hope those two enjoyed making this video. I did not enjoy watching it.
I've always been fascinated by this dominating/abusive type of kink. I'm curious, does the one being abused have heightened pleasures from this scene? Why are there so many submissive guys who want to be dominated? How is it psychologically or spiritually beneficial to either player? Isn't it psychologically damaging to the ones being abused? I am intrigued and would love to learn more of the psychological benefits to either.
Excellent choice of music from Verdi's "La Forza del Destino." Really fits the mood.
This pushed my boundaries but in the end found it enjoyably. Thanks for the, "do I like this?" moment.
Thank you for this video! I really enjoyed watching it. Great dominance on one side and a great submissive boy on the other. I really do love to see that Dom / sub play is a great way to spice things up. Great video. Please more of that Genre
I have to admit I enjoyed it. Not something I want to do everytime I have sex but is a nice change of pace. I also like the watersports vids . I would love to see more of that included

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